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Have I built up these walls so high

That no one sees what's underneath?

Eyes brimming with tears

Continue to go unnoticed

In some ways it's easier

Avoiding a breakdown

But how does no one notice?

Is that glimmer of hope

Still shimmering in my eyes?

Perhaps I really can act

Everything could be okay

If no one asks me

Then no one will ever know

There are so many layers

Covering everything I'm hiding

But I can only stand strong for so long

I’m coming closer to collapse

It's more than I can take

Optimism can only take me so far

Perhaps this is the end

Maybe the world's cruelty

Has finally won.

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Clearly there is something not right.

Something is missing,

Otherwise, wouldn't I be enough?

Why would you be seeking someone else?

Lying?

Hiding things behind my back?

What other lame excuses have I fallen for?

What else am I missing?

This has been way to easy-

And now I am questioning everything.

I no longer trust anything you do or say.

I can't even say with certainty 

If I am still in love.

I want to be.

But if this has all been a lie...

Where does that leave me?